ive thought about him every day for about one year, consistantly, relating every moment of every day to either a part of him or a part of a moment we shared together during our friendship. nothing will ever change the burning of my fingertips and the internal shake that arises when i see him. i have met that 'one out of five people' statistic, you know.... of the five people you are destined to be with in the world. when you know, you know. there are only so many girl talks you can have when you cry because you are in love. those talks need to be over and done with.
i have given up the chance on several occasions lately to show interest in someone else because i am so scared. i opened up this weekend and i felt alive, something i needed to escape depressed antics and self pity. i feel like im jumping back inside myself again. its my first step into rejuvination; i'd like to think i will just sit back, smirk, and tell myself i'm silly, though i will only pretend with all of my imagination thats whats really going on.
today, tell someone you care.
tell someone what you are really thinking.
all you can do is be honest in this world to make a difference.
come to a conclusion and spread it.
holding your emotions inside feels really terrible.
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